★Wednesday, May 14, 2008. 4:21 PM
Kill me pleaseeee

sometimes i just wonder how th hell i can get this kindof horrendous mark.
15 years of my whole entire freaking life, it's th first time i scored a single digit mark for exams.
i cld like jus break down and die right infront of everyone's eye when i took my Amaths paper from vinay's black hand.
out of 70, i scored an outrageously pathetic mark of 5 which is 7/100
iknw, i've expected to get 0. but 0-5 is seriously not a big difference
either way, i still fail and it doesn't even matter if i scored a 5
blame it on me.
i ain't got self-discipline when it comes to anything and everything i do.
and yes, i want to chng but i simply can't bring myself to be hardworking
main reason, laziness
this "habit" of mine wld just ruin my future,studies and life if i don't change
i've to chnge my mindset.
i seriously hve no idea or courage to speak to my mom regarding abt this.
shucks!
all my other sub. are alright but nothing fantastic.
damn it.
i feel so stupid. it's as though i've got nothing up thr, in my hollow head.
what is life when you don't hve education ?
nothing.
so we can just bang th wall and perhaps bleed to death or have a severe concussion
i feel shitty.
i am, sad to say. hopeless






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